Tuesday, September 26, 2023

TONY'S MOVIE REVIEW: The Jester Clowns Around With Terror

 


The only thing scary in The Jester is the clown himself.  The mask alone is menacing and his movements, mimicking that of a professional mime, makes the viewer await for his diabolical plans which almost always leads to the death of the people he encounters.

It is not clear what he really is.  I thought he was an avenging angel trying to get the souls of people with baggage.  However, as the movie progressed, it seemed to me he just kills anyone, and there is no thread or method to his madness.

The movie starts interestingly enough as we think this is about a father and his two daughters and the reconciliation of the latter.  However, all that emotional wallop is thrown out the window as this murderous jester just goes his merry way of killing their friends and random strangers, like the two policemen.

The atmosphere created seems amateurish, even the gory effects.   I find it to be on the level of a high school film.  Even the mist looks like it came from a fog machine.  

The performances also seem amateurish.  It looks like it's a high school horror play.  Felt like the actresses were just hamming it up.  Basically, the premise is scary and the relationship between the different family members is an interesting focal point but it fails to scare the viewers even with the jester's really eerie demeanor.   

Saturday, September 23, 2023

APPRECIATING OUR CURRENT FREEDOMS: Learning from Martial Law

 


Threats to our personal freedoms may not seem to be in danger in the current state of the Philippines.  However, there are some cracks in the seam which if we do not address, it might steamroll into us losing more of our freedoms in the future.

First is the random red-tagging.  If you make some comments against the government, you are then red-tagged or seen as a supporter of the NPA - which is absurd.  Communism is already laos and armed struggle is not something many people would want to support.  People should be able to continue express their views.

Second, the military is getting more brave in taking activists and hurting them.  I am not a fan of Communism and the ideas of the NPA but I believe that people should be able to save the environment, protect the interests of the poor, or point out government profligacy, like asking for huge confidential funds which they do not even have receipts to show how that money was spent.  If that's not stealing for them, then our country will continue to slide down into oblivion, bogged by the corruption in the government.

DARE TO DREAM PROJECTS

 



I am already 52 and I still have these big dreams that I  want to achieve.  I don't know if they are still feasible but I just want to write them so that I can have something to look forward to in my short future.

So here they are -

#1 Art sculpture park in Oroquieta

#2  Sponsor gay prom

#3 FABE 'F'-shaped building

#4 Home for the Golden Gays

#5 FRINGE Club type of business - art gallery, theater area, live performance area

#6 "bakal" gym

Monday, September 18, 2023

Weekly Affirmation: September 19 - 25, 2023


Here are the things I have to do this week. 

1.  Post in Fan Wave.

2. Make two videos - one eight minutes and one 30 seconds

3.  Visit a new place every week

4.  Post every 5 minutes between 4-9PM everyday at the peak of the viewership. 

5.  Stop buying unnecessary stuff like shampoo.  You have no hair so you can just use soap to wash your hair.

6.  Make Patreon for Movie Buff.

7.  Go back to serving in the mass this week.

Saturday, September 16, 2023

Oh! Caraga and Gustav Continue the Domination of Bisaya Songs in My FABE OPM Top 10 Countdown


Oh! Caraga and Gustav continue the Visayan streak of #1 songs in my FABE OPM top 10 countdown.  Here are my ten favorite songs by OPM artists for the week ending September 15, 2023 =

#1 Gahig O (#2)

      Oh! Caraga / Gustav

#2 Yakap (#3)

      Zack Tabudlo

#3 uh oh (#4)

      RELDEN

#4 Sulagma (#5)

      Ferdinand Aragon

#5  Pasilyo (#6)

        Sun Kissed Lola

#6 Parola (#7)

      Moonstar 88

#7 No Label (#8)

        This Band

#8  Muling Nakita Ka (#9)

        Ferodina

#9 Balik Sa Simula (#10)

        Down by 18

#10 Stranger Now (NEW)

       Marion Talavera

Beyonce Tops My FABE International Top 10 Countdown Once Again

 



Beyonce tops my international top 10 countdown this week with Church Girl.  Here are my ten favorite songs by international artists for the week ending September 15, 2023 -

#1 Church Girl (#2)

      Beyonce

#2 Pressure Machine (#3)

      The Killers

#3 dark times (#4)

      Ben Platt

#4 Numb Little Bug (#5)

        Em Beihold

#5  Never Gonna Not Dance Again (#6)

      P!nk

#6 Lipstick (#7)

       Charlie Puth

#7 Subject to Change (#9)

      Kelsea Ballerini

#8  Male Fantasy (#10)

         Billie Eilish

#9 Fast Car (NEW)
    
       Luke Combs

#10  Karma (NEW)
 
         Taylor Swift

Friday, September 15, 2023

NOMINEES FOR TONY'S MOVIE AWARDS 2023 - as of September 22, 2023


This award is given only to the movies that I have seen on a movie screen between January 1, 2023 to December 31, 2023.

BEST PICTURE

All Quiet on the Western Front

Close

Guillermo del Toro's Pinocchio

Oppenheimer

The Whale

BEST DIRECTOR

Close

The Good Nurse

Megan

Oppenheimer

The Whale

BEST ACTOR

All Quiet on the Western Front - Felix Kammerer

Close - Eden Dambrine

Cobweb - Woody Norman

The Good Nurse - Eddie Redmayne

The Whale - Brendan Fraser

BEST ACTRESS

Aftersun - Frankie Corio

Corsage - Vicky Krieps

The Good Nurse - Jessica Chastain

Mrs. Harris Goes to Paris - Lesley Manville

Nananahimik ang Gabi - Heaven Peralejo

BEST SUPPORTING ACTOR

Close - Gustav de Waele

Oppenheimer - Robert Downey Jr.

Barbie - Ryan Gosling

A Haunting in Venice - Jude Hill

About Us But Not About Us - Romnick Sarmenta

BEST SUPPORTING ACTRESS

Cobweb - Lizzy Caplan

Oppenheimer - Emily Blunt

The Whale - Hong Chau

The Whale - Sadie Sink

The Whale - Samantha Morton

BEST ORIGINAL SCREENPLAY

About Us But Not About Us

BEST ADAPTED SCREENPLAY

A Haunting in Venice

BEST COSTUME DESIGN

A Haunting in Venice

Barbie 

Corsage

Mrs. Harris Goes to Paris

BEST MAKE UP AND HAIRSTYLING

A Haunting in Venice

All Quiet on the Western Front

Barbie 

Corsage

BEST EDITING

A Haunting in Venice

BEST CINEMATOGRAPHY

 A Haunting in Venice

BEST PRODUCTION DESIGN

A Haunting in Venice

BEST SOUND

A Haunting in Venice

BEST ORIGINAL SCORE

A Haunting in Venice




Monday, September 11, 2023

2021 FANTASY WOMEN'S WTA CHAMPIONSHIP

 GROUP 1

Ashleigh Barty                  3         0

Garbine Muguruza          2         1

Barbora Krejcikova         1          2

Paula Badosa                    0          3


GROUP 2

Aryna Sabalenka             2           1

Karolina Pliskova           2            1

Maria Sakkari                  2           1

Anett Kontaveit               0           3


SEMI-FINAL 1

Ashleigh Barty

Karolina Pliskova


SEMI-FINAL 2

Aryna Sabalenka

Garbine Muguruza


CHAMPIONSHIP

Ashleigh Barty

Garbine Muguruza


2021 MEN'S FANTASY ATP CHAMPIONSHIP

 GROUP 1

Novak Djokovic             3          0

Daniil Medvedev           1           2 

Stefanos Tsitsipas         2           1

Jannik Sinner                0           3


GROUP 2

Carlos Alcaraz               2            1

Holger Rune                  3            0

Andrey Rublev              0            3

Taylor Fritz                    1            2


SEMI-FINAL 1

Novak Djokovic

Carlos Alcaraz


SEMI-FINAL 2

Stefanos Tsitsipas

Holger Rune


CHAMPIONSHIP

Carlos Alcaraz

Holger Rune


2022 FANTASY MEN'S ATP CHAMPIONSHIP

  GROUP 1

Carlos Alcaraz                     3          0 

Casper Ruud                       1          2

Novak Djokovic                  2          1

Andrey Rublev                   0          3


GROUP 2

Rafael Nadal                       2            1

Stefanos Tsitsipas              2            1

Felix-Auger Aliassime      1            2

Daniil Medvedev               1            2


SEMI-FINAL 1

Carlos Alcaraz

Stefanos Tsitsipas


SEMI-FINAL 2

Novak Djokovic

Rafael Nadal


CHAMPIONSHIP

Carlos Alcaraz

Rafael Nadal


2022 FANTASY WOMEN'S WTA CHAMPIONSHIP

 GROUP 1

Iga Swiatek                 3         0

Jessica Pegula            1         2

Aryna Sabalenka        2         1

Daria Kasatkina         0         3


GROUP 2

Ons Jabeur                 3           0

Caroline Garcia         2           1

Maria Sakkari            1           2

Coco Gauff                 0            3


SEMI-FINAL 1

Iga Swiatek

Caroline Garcia


SEMI-FINAL 2

Ons Jabeur

Aryna Sabalenka


CHAMPIONSHIP

IGA SWIATEK

Ons Jabeur


Friday, September 8, 2023

US OPEN 2023: Aryna Sabalenka is My Pick to Win Her First US Open Title

 



Both Coco Gauff and Aryna Sabalenka are worthy adversaries to fight for the US Open 2023 women's singles title.  Both have shown the best plays in each of the rounds, showing a determination to at least reach the final.  

Gauff aims for a maiden grand slam title while Aryna is looking to follow up on her Australian Open trophy earlier this year.

It's going to be an interesting match as Gauff has shown so much improvement in her game since her Roland Garros final.  She's more aggressive, she takes the initiative to make the points and she definitely has more weapons now to fight an all out attacker like Sabalenka.

Today, Sabalenka neutralized Madison Keys amazing play by bouncing back in the last four games in the second set, and then dominated the 10-point tiebreaker in the third set.  She has really been tested.

Personally, I am rooting for Aryna since she has shown so much tenacity even when she was down.  I think she can play anything Coco Gauff will throw at her.  Even when she's down, she can still claw her way back to win a match.

Can she do it again with Coco?

Brian Pepito Continues the Visayan Artist Dominance in My OPM Top 10 Countdown


 Brian Pepito tops my OPM Top 10 countdown this week as Bisdak moves to the top spot.  Here are my ten favorite songs for the week ending September 8, 2023 -

#1 Bisdak (#2)

      Brian Pepito

#2 Gahig O (#3)

      Oh! Caraga / Gustav

#3 Yakap (#4)

      Zack Tabudlo

#4 uh oh (#5)

      RELDEN

#5 Sulagma (#6)

      Ferdinand Aragon

#6  Pasilyo (#7)

        Sun Kissed Lola

#7 Parola (#8)

      Moonstar 88

#8 No Label (#9)

        This Band

#9  Muling Nakita Ka (NEW)

        Ferodina

#10 Balik Sa Simula (NEW)

        Down by 18

       


Indonesian Singer Tulus Tops My FABE International Top 10 Countdown this week


 Indonesian singer Tulus tops my International Top 10 Countdown this week as 'Hati Hati di Jalan' moves to the top spot.

Here are my ten favorite songs by international artists for the week ending September 8, 2023 -

#1 Hati Hati di Jalan (#2)

      Tulus

#2 Church Girl (#3)

      Beyonce

#3 Pressure Machine (#4)

      The Killers

#4 dark times (#5)

      Ben Platt

#5 Numb Little Bug (#6)

        Em Beihold

#6  Never Gonna Not Dance Again (#7)

      P!nk

#7 Lipstick (#9)

       Charlie Puth

#8 Un Ratito (NEW)

        Bad Bunny

#9 Subject to Change (NEW)

      Kelsea Ballerini

#10  Male Fantasy (NEW)

         Billie Eilish

Thursday, September 7, 2023

FRENCH OPEN 2023: Elite Women's Team Award - RUSSIA


 

US OPEN 2023: THE SEMIFINAL LINEUP IS COMPLETE IN THE WOMEN'S SINGLES


 

US OPEN 2023: Novak Djokovic vs Carlos Alcaraz my picks for the men's singles finals


 

My Personal Picks to win the Men's and Women's Singles Titles in the 2023 US Open



In my Youtube channel, I have picked Novak Djokovic and Aryna Sabalenka to be the favorites to win the men's and women's singles titles in this year's US Open, basing it on their performance during the fortnight.  In my opinion, they are the players to beat.

However, my personal favorites are different.  I rarely go for Americans, and having two African-Americans is even rarer, especially on the men's side, but this year, it is different.

I have been a big fan of Madison Keys since before but since she does not consistently reach the deeper part of the slams, I could not cheer for her always. 

But she is playing really great here in Flushing Meadows.  I could even bet if she can neutralize Aryna's game, she could reach the finals and have a real showdown with Coco Gauff!

But I will definitely be cheering for her in the semi's and if she does make it to the finals, I hope she finally wins her first grand slam.

As for Ben Shelton, just like any new fan, I am impressed at how he has handled the pressure of beating top players like Tommy Paul and Frances Tiafoe.  He now handles his biggest test yet, the GOAT, Novak Djokovic.  

I will be rooting for him as Novak already has a built in fan club and he has the mental stamina to go the distance of a five set match.

I just hope Ben Shelton does not fold under the pressure of handling a first grand slam semifinal.  But I feel he has the weapons to beat Novak, question is,  is he physically fit to last five sets, and does he have the mental stamina to play at such a high level over a period of four to five hours?

We'll soon see tomorrow.

 

Five Male Tennis Players I Have a Man Crush On


 It's the Australian Open again and I have been glued to my telly for hours a day since last January 16.  That also means, I got to see some new male players and some of them are lookers! 

Anyway, for now, here are my five new favorite tennis players based on the hotness factor alone, LOL

BORNA CORIC - Still my number one choice - hotness overload - that's why he's the cover of this article LOL

MACKENZIE McDONALD - half-Filipino with a handsome face - won over an injured Nadal here in Melbourne


MARCOS GIRON - I've watched him in the ATP Tour and I enjoy looking at his muscles and his pits LOL


TAYLOR FRITZ - another American!  I call him my McDreamy!  And I am slowly following his matches and cheering for him


JJ WOLF - I just discovered him this Australian Open after his great run to the fourth round!  Don't you just want to give him a spanking below LOL


How about you?  Who do you think are the sexiest male tennis players actively playing right now?  Put them in my comments section.  This is just for fun!

Gay Love: Should I Still Date Now That I'm in My 50s


 Now that the kids are already teenagers and are spending more time with their friends than with me, I am beginning to entertain the question that I might, just might start dating again.  I am 52 years old now and my last boyfriend was ten years ago! 

I decided to quit the gay dating market because I was just exhausted from kissing too many frogs, and the break-up as well was quite painful.  I did not want anymore to go through that type of pain ever again.

So, I was mulling, what if I actively date again?  I have been getting some queries in my Facebook dating and I do get the occasional glance from the guys in the gym.  Sometimes, I wonder why they would be interested in me but you know, 'the look' can be a loaded way of saying, "Let's get to know each other more".

Anyway, I might as well take the step after this Holy Week and get to know each of the guys in my FB dating, at least the ones who do make sense in the chat.  The younger guys do look yummy but they are poor conversationalists, LOL. I have invited two for coffee already and I think that is a good start. 

I also like this athletic guy and he has been a bit receptive to me lately.  My friends have been egging me to go out with him and see how it goes from there.  

Anyhow, lots of nice possibilities if I do open my mind and my heart to meeting new guys.  I have no expectations but for each date, I will always put my best foot forward. 

Good luck to me.  Please pray for my safety as well LOL

Why I Am Drawn to Picasso's Dora Maar Portraits




 

Tuesday, September 5, 2023

WEEKLY AFFIRMATION: September 6 - September 13, 2023


Here are some things I have to remember this week from September 6 - September  13, 2023 

1.  Eat one half vegetable dish.
2.  Pray rosary in church after attending mass.
3.  Read Bible after mass.
4.  Include yoga or body balance or swimming this week.
5.  Read book daily.
6.  Serve in church activities this week.
7. Make English / Math review video per day.
8.  Vlog one resto and one Pinoy movie this week.

MON movie - Netflix

TUE movie - local

WED album - SZA - SOS

THU Spanish

FRI Indonesian

SAT - Moving - TV

SUN French


GOALS THIS WEEK:

1.  Youtube Income - daily page views - US$3 per day
2. Increase personal blog pageviews to 1000 a day.
3.  Increase thesis blog pageviews to 1000 a day.
4.  Earn US$20 per day for C4S.
4.  Explore onlyfans and tevi.com


Our Family's Monthly Living Expenses for 2023


Since it's the beginning of the New Year, 2023, I am listing down our household's monthly expenses for posterity.  We are a family of five - two teenagers, one senior citizen, one kasambahay and one male adult.

Utilities - 17,700

Food       - 15,000

Grocery - 15,000

Kasambahay - 2,800

School Bus - 6,500

Grab - 8,000

Allowance - 600

Market tax - 1,300

SSS - 3,500

AXA Insurance - 6,200

Movie Day - 4,000

Travel Local - 10,000

Tuition Laura - 53,000

Tuition Dylan - 87,000

                         -----------------

TOTAL : 92,600 per month

DAILY Expenses: 3,086 pesos

DAILY INCOME: US$61.73

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Sources of Income:

Rentals: 41,000

Online Store: 10,000 - GOAL US$200

Youtube: 20,000 - GOAL US#400

PROJECTS AND THINGS TO PAY


I have updated this again as the year progresses.  We are already in September.

SEPTEMBER

* get Land Bank money

* order loam and calamansi plants

* photoshoots for C4S

* pay Dylan tuition

* pay Laura tuition

* pay pest control 

plane tickets / book hotel - Hong Kong / Oroquieta / Cebu

* pay September AXA and follow up beneficiary - 6100

*  pay September SSS

*  jewelry - 2,800

* Laura - contact lens / shorts  / pocket money New Zealand / sunscreen

* clean 14F - sell everything

* school bus

* editing software

* waterproofing - 3,000

* amilyar 38 Champaca - 14,000

* pay market fees 3rd Q and the Q

* Laura teeth

* feed stray dogs

* transfer Acer files to external memory

* National ID - Laura, Dylan, Mama

* buy editing video

* external memory

* transfer Iphone pics

* Tony teeth

* keyboard

* Land Bank extra judicial

*legal guardianship

* Mama's will

* 2 Deed of Sale

* verify Vic Himlayan - cremation St. Peter

* passport bata - birth certificates Laura

* Lola fill out Vic form

* Mama make deed of donation Oroquieta lote

*  Writer Coach Tony weekly ads

clean aircon

* barong



* Laura check scoliosis

* kili kili whitening

* leave 100k for emergency (do not touch)

* new fone Lauring

* Mama's credit card

* hire graphic artist - Mama's book

* Laura braces

* amilyar Roxas

* market stall 60k

* Dylan laptop

* Dylan guitar lessons

* Laura keyboard lessons

* washing machine

* fridge

* solar panel 

* house repairs

* check electrical connection house

* gym yearly - 48,000


PLANS FOR MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL

 


Now that I am already earning from my Youtube channel and it's also Holy Thursday, I want to sit down and plan its direction.

* Video stuff for sale in other house.

*  Resume photoshoots.

* Start Math and English tutorials.  One video each everyday.

* Visit one pasyalan per week whether in Metro Manila or the province.

* One writing video per week.

* One video per week for FSI.

*  Vlog one local restaurant per week.

PLACES I WANT TO VISIT IN 2023 FOR MY VLOG


These are the following places I want to visit in Manila while waiting for my trips abroad.

Here they are in no particular order.  I will just sked them on a weekly basis if there is a budget. 

* Vargas Museum

* Art in Island

*  Pinto Museum / Taytay ukay ukay / Angono Petroglyphs

* Metropolitan Museum / Mitsukoshi Dept. Store

* Corregidor - Mariveles, Bataan - Balanga, Bataan tour

* Intramuros

* Escolta

* Binondo

GOALS FOR 2023: WHAT I WANT TO DO AND FIGURING OUT HOW TO MAKE IT HAPPEN


For September:

 Youtube channel - Goal for May - US$3 per day 

*  Start writing about my jail experience and put it in my blog

*  Start writing about my gay life and put it in my blog.

* Do one movie review, one album review, one TV review per week

*  Study editing.  Buy editing software.

*  Re-study languages - MWF - French / TTh - Spanish / Sat-Sun - Indonesian Make vlogs talking in these languages

*  1000 pageviews per week for blogs

*   Read one business book and one fiction book every month.

* Browse Japanese book and then do five designs.  Ipatahi in M and my size.  Photograph the model and show the clothes in my FB and in an FB page.

* Revitalize C4s  - one photoshoot per month or four models a month - for C4s

* Set-up AVM company     


Monday, September 4, 2023

HAVING A CRUSH ON SOMEONE ELSE WHEN YOU ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP


 *  This is just a writing exercise in a course I am taking. All of these are my personal opinion.

I think it cannot be helped that we do tend to have crushes even if we are in a relationship.  I don't think it detracts from the kind of love we have for the person we are with, it may just be part of a passing fancy or boredom or the adventure of something new.  

However, I think it should be something we keep in full secrecy, from everyone in our lives.  Except maybe for our journals or diaries because if it is revealed, the results may be catastrophic, depending on whether the person you have a relationship with is a war freak.  

In my experience, I am easily found out when I do have a 'crush' on someone because my eyes and my mouth sometimes betray me.  But since it is just harmless and are often with guys who will most likely not give me the light of day, it often stays that way and is rarely talked about.

The trouble may only commence if we do something about it and we should remember that we should only make a move on the crush if we want to rock the boat.  We should also be ready for the fallout that follows.

Otherwise, if it stays at just being a crush, best to leave things in a status quo and just enjoy the crush when the opportunity is there.  It would be best too not to act on the feeling - like going out on a date or do a one night stand because doing so would make things seem more icky and guilt may consume you, especially if the person you have a relationship with has not done anything bad to you.

So if it's just a crush, best to make it remain there - in that place of your brain or your heart.  To complicate things will only invite disaster, and unless you want a major shakeup in your personal life, ignorance, on the part of the other person in your relationship, would be bliss for him or her.  And peace in your relationship and daily life.

Friday, September 1, 2023

H.E.R. Returns to the top of My FABE International Top 10 Countdown


 H.E.R. returns to the top of my FABE International Top 10 countdown this week as The Journey moves to #1.  Here are my ten favorite songs by international artists for the week ending September 1, 2023 -

#1  The Journey (#2)

        H.E.R.

#2 Hati Hati di Jalan (#3)

      Tulus

#3 Church Girl (#4)

      Beyonce

#4 Pressure Machine (#5)

      The Killers

#5 dark times (#6)

      Ben Platt

#6 Numb Little Bug (#7)

        Em Beihold

#7  Never Gonna Not Dance Again (#9)

      P!nk

#8 ex i never had (NEW)

        LANY

#9 Lipstick (NEW)

       Charlie Puth

#10 Bad Thing Twice (NEW)
        
        Carly Rae Jepsen

Vincent Eco Brings Back Vispop to #1 in My FABE OPM Top 10 countdown

 

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Vincent Eco tops my OPM Top 10 countdown this week as 'Ikaw ang Gihigugma' moves to the #1 spot.  Here are my ten favorite songs by OPM artists for the week ending September 1, 2023 -

#1 Ikaw ang Gihigugma (#2)

      Vincent Eco

#2 Bisdak (#3)

      Brian Pepito

#3 Gahig O (#4)

      Oh! Caraga / Gustav

#4 Yakap (#5)

      Zack Tabudlo

#5 uh oh (#6)

      RELDEN

#6 Sulagma (#7)

      Ferdinand Aragon

#7  Pasilyo (#8)

        Sun Kissed Lola

#8 Parola (#9)

      Moonstar 88

#9 No Label (#10)

        This Band

#10  Malayo  (NEW)

        Ace Banzuelo